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A Day of Secrets
Wednesday, July 30, 2008 |10:40 PM

Garden.
Deodorant.
Drinks.
Toasts.
Stories.
Love.

These... these are worth keeping.


It Must be the Weather
Sunday, July 27, 2008 |11:11 PM

Sadness takes over.


K5 + 3
|2:39 PM

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

It has been a long day. But it was worth it.
So here's to more dates and memories and love.

*ps. picture is from kuya Pao's multiply.


James Morrison
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |12:49 AM

One last stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we all will sleep well


Spontaneity
Monday, July 21, 2008 |9:15 PM

It's good to let your inner child run free every once in a while. Not only does it make you laugh hard, it makes memories of us. ;)


The Perfect Fan
Sunday, July 20, 2008 |11:17 PM


9 na buwan ng pagdadalang-tao
Alam naming hindi madali ito
Masakita, mahirap, mabigat
Ngunit kinaya mong lahat

Walang sawa ang iyong pag-aaruga
Walang sawa ang iyong pag-aalaga
Maswerte kaming tunay
Dahil ikaw ang aming nanay

Hindi namin mapapantayan
Ang iyong kabayanihan
Ganun pa man, kami'y nagpapasalamat
Kahit na ito'y hindi sapat

Kaya sa iyong pagtanda
Kami naman ang mag-aalaga
Sa iyo, aming Ina
Na aming mamahaling walang sawa

***
Belated Happy Birthday, Ma. Thank you for everything. We love you.



Bear With Me
|8:33 AM

"Fall in love, stay in love and it will decide everything."
Fr. Pedro Arrupe

I want to fall in love.

To my Mr. Perfect, if you're so perfect, what's taking you so long? haha. Not to worry, I will wait for you. And I hope [and believe] you're going to be worth the wait.

*disclaimer:
This is one of those moments I let my emotions take full control.


Why write?
Saturday, July 19, 2008 |6:19 PM

  • writing makes it permanent
  • your thoughts are realized
  • you are able to share
  • it allows you to keep track of what's happening
  • it is an outlet
Writing has always been part of me and I am just happy that it is.


That Place Between Sober and Drunk
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 |9:50 PM

I just came home from a drinking session with my friends. I love the current state I'm in. I'm a little tipsy but I am still in touch with reality. It is easier to say what I have to. Thank you for listening. You know I will love you forever and ever and ever. I shall fill you in with details some time soon.

I also had a change of heart tonight and I think Carrie Bradshaw has put the perfect words together to articulate what it is I want to say: "There are a lot of different relationships; those that open you up to somehting new, those that are old and familiar, those that bring you somewhere unexpected. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous."

As for you, I shall sing you lines from one of my favorite songs:

"I'd love to be the shoulder
that you cry on,
I'd love to be the friend
you call when things are great."


I Quote
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 |8:33 PM

At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good and some are good, struggling with the evil. Six billion people in the world, six billions souls and sometimes, all you need is one.

- Peyton
One Tree Hill


Fast
Monday, July 14, 2008 |9:48 PM

I love my dad. I felt how much he missed me. Haha. I'll make it up to you and Mom, don't worry.


Friends
Friday, July 11, 2008 |11:42 PM

Joey: Friends can cancel plan with friends if there is a possibility of sex.
Phoebe: I don't accept this rule. Boyfriends and girlfriends come again but this, this is for life.


Fulfilled
Tuesday, July 8, 2008 |11:01 PM

Remember when I said that I want to see something for the first time again? Well, it came true.

I've been here before but never have I seen it from this perspective. Breath-takingly beautiful. It certainly is amazing. Thank you.

*edited 07/09/08 @ 4:08 pm*
I have been wanting to write about the Tali weekend for the past days but I am lost for words. Let's just borrow words from a song and tweak it a little: the journey's been etched on my heart and mind.


Almost
Monday, July 7, 2008 |10:54 PM

"It is almost time to say goodbye," Fr. Ben said.
Also, hearing it outloud woke me up. It is not what I think it is.


1973
Sunday, July 6, 2008 |9:50 PM

I am too tired to write. But for the record, this has been one of the best by far. Thank you. :)


The Duck
Wednesday, July 2, 2008 |11:02 PM

I see you in a new light now. Its wonderful, actually, how a little effort can make a whole lot of difference. Now, what I want to experience is to again see something or someone for the first time. Wouldn't that be amazing?


Diary
Tuesday, July 1, 2008 |1:27 AM

You know what is so hard about liking someone? Its allowing yourself to be very vulnerable to that person. I mean, he can make you ecstatic with the simplest gestures but, in the same token, he can break your heart just as easily. Those perfect moments keep you smiling for some time. When you're alone and you think about it, you can't help but feel that butterflies-in-your-stomach sensation. But when the tables turn, when he hurts you (which is sadly inevitable), intentionally or not, you feel down for some minutes or hours or days or months (depending on the gravity of the act). The sadness that takes over makes you want to stop feeling. Then, you may or may not make up with that person. You may or may not go back to the top of the world. Well, I just brought up these points to lead to this ultimate question, is it worth it?


Song Fest
|1:01 AM

So close your eyes but don't dream too deep
And please pass me some memories
And when I fall you're underneath
1000 broken hearts carried by a thousand broken wings

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For what its worth, it was worth all the while

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Handa na sa liwanag mo
Sinuyod ang buong mundo
Maghihintay sayo’ng sundo

***

These remind me of you, you, you and you.